Think.knihT

Often in our lives, we look forward

We plan the future, make sure it goes our way

But many a time, I find myself looking back

Looking back on what I have done

And who it has made me today.

The people that have touched my life

Motivated, encouraged me

The people that have hurt my life

Pushed it down, hurt me

I can't help but to be so thankful for all of them

Brian Naylor wouldn't be Brian Naylor if not for them.

I find myself at times fighting things in my life

I fight feelings, thoughts, the past

But I always lose that fight

My mind comes full circle

Back to those thoughts

What am I to do?

Do I give up on something great?

Should I seek the work for a different happiness?

At night, I lay and stare at the light on the fire alarm

It helps me

Helps me get my thoughts gathered

But I still can never figure out what to do

So here I am

Sitting

Thinking

Getting nowhere

My heart longs for a love

My mind longs for a peace

Can I ever get those to coexist?

I guess I'll just have to start look ahead

Here's to the Future